Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Moments of Craziness

I had one of those mornings. You know the kind of morning that just does not start off right.  I allowed it to suck me in and I acted out and it was not pretty.  It was a morning of me acting very ugly to the people I care about the most.  I hate it when I lose control of my emotions because I have a really awesome family.  You see I am a pretty balanced, positive, flexible person. So it takes my family by surprise when I act like that. I have to admit my ugliness did come out.   I am not really sure what set me off.  Wait a minute I do. Being a great mom, a wonderful wife, a successful entrepreneur, and all the other hats I were does get a little overwhelming at times. Balancing it all out can be a real challenge.  I have sent my apologies out this morning.  All I can do is ask for grace. I am not perfect even thought I would like to be.  All I can do is to recognize the behavior that happened this morning and realize that my family is very busy right now and not everything is going to get done in the time frame that I would like it to...(yes there are some control issues I am working thur also :)

I am know declaring that today is going to be a day of greatness, productivity, and calmness.

Elizabeth :)